Exhaustion

I'm sick of my dreams beign revolved around you. I can't stand you invading my privacy. Your memory linked to my intimicay. You lost your position the day you comitted the crime. Lies and deciet don't make what was you and I. Right, but it was always wrong. What I felt should of been strong enough to hold you down. All of me wasen't enough. You turned to someone else. I can't understand my feelings towards you. Confusion lingers in my mind. Time and emotions wasted, I never thought i'll be tested. But I was, a trial under fire. Never took anything higher, destroyed everything I wanted. You, that was always it, always the problem. Leading to my eternal exhaustion.