Drip...Drop...

I hear the rain outside my window, the weather turns into my mood. I'm mostly misunderstood, looked up on as either weak or too strong for my own good. I don't have time to express myself to others who I don't know. I usually let them think what they want. Who else can I be? The real me? Never shown to strangers, that just the way it is. I have to be protected, that's just how I feel. Drip... drop... still waters run deep. Who else will know that? Other than me? Now I try to let go of all that misery. The one caused by the lover who remains untrue to me. Decieved by his looks and the memories. Stuck up in my head they don't belong there like my brain cells. Tryin to live somewhere I consider hell, but knowing deep inside that there will always be worser times than this. This is nothing compared to what might be in my future. Hopefully it will be all good, but who am I to chose it? Drip... Drop... still waters run deep. An uncanny definition of the dreamer yet realist L.A.C.

L.L.:Decieving

Decieving, you are the reason that, I don't believe in finding the love that I need. Drizzy Drake said this, I belive in it aswell. The emotions you keep in, and the secrets you won't tell. I might as well let you be. All you do is hurt me. I do nothing but frustrate you. One day i'll say I hate u. Instead of loving u like ur da only person on earth. I was never the type of person that u even deserved. My aura is more divine then yours. My honesty is cherished. My silence may be golden, but ur pressence isn't welcoming. Instead of ignoring me when I call you, txt you, or send u a myspace msg. Tell me wat's really good, that will make u more real and true. Instead of the arrogant and sneaky cat I say u are. I rather be alone then with you, stop decieving me like u have by far...

New Armor

I have New Armor. I wont let nobody break me apart. These eyes have seen more hardships. Felt more pain in my heart. War in love. Hell in soul. Battles with more fire then a burning inferno. Powerful emotions that move you like tides of an ocean. Im good. Protected by my new shiny armor. My heart, has created a steel spine.

Untrue

Everytime I try to be there for you, you shut the door to your heart in my face. The all I give is mediocer to you. Thats how you make me feel. Got to be crazy in love to be going through this again. But im not the one to put up pretences. Especially not with you. Even when you remain untrue.