Changes

It's time for something new. I've had enough of being around the same energy. I'm over striving for attention and affection. I'm done with beign the one who consoles, conceals, listens, and shut's down. I wish I could bring out that interior fire, that burns forever like an inferno in my soul. I want to shine, be outspoken and unapolagetic for anything I do or say. I'm not transparent. My silence is golden like my heart. Changes are soon to come.

Apology

You finally apoligized. Maybe that's all I ever needed to move on. I would of liked to hear you say it better. Other than seeing it on instant message. Lonliness was a part of my life, that you never destroyed. It remained untouchable. The love you claimed you had for me, was never enough to bring light into my dark ages. I don't have much left to say. Other than I hope this is the last time, we speak about our previous situtation. I don't want to feel what I felt. You no longer have to be my sun. Let darkness reign. I want it all to be over. No apology.