New Book: Shards Of Ice

I haven't been posting any of my installments from Soul Survivor because i've been busy and really distracted. I'll try to put them all up one day, but right now I want to concentrate on my new book Shards of Ice. The title's meaning is basically stating, some people describe me or Scorpio's in general, that their personality is kind of I guess cold. At least their outer personality, what people view them as. Well since my heart is supposedly made out of ice, here are pieces of it. What are pieces of ice, shards, so therefore I decide to call the book shards of ice. Pieces of my heart.

A close friend

When you feel a connection with a person you see. What could it be? You think about it and wonder. What is it? Time passes by and you become aquainted. You have things in common. You suddenly become very good friends. You tell each other everything. No holding back, broken chains. Promises made to one another. Homies for life. Bullshit, all lies. Fell out through the phases of time. Going different directions. But one of them tried to keep the friendship alive. The other ignored, and just kept it moving. What can you do? But follow their footsteps. But in the opposite direction. We weren't the best. But I considered us, very close friends...

Rising

Something is rising out of me. I don't know what it is. Could it be, the heat your causing. Your whole body is taunting. Controlling me. Devouring. How many times have you haunted me? My dreams become invaded by your face. I don't feel your pressence, but my old feelings are rising.

Rekindle

Rekindling the flame, when you said my name. Calling me yesterday. Is the best thing you've done lately. Now, don't be ashamed of expressing your feelings babe. I'm here to listen, and to show you that I care the same. For you. You should rekindle, what we had. We should rekindle, what we had back then. I hear your voice, there's some hidden joy. But even I can tell, because I'm the best at detecting emotions. Your pride doesn't fool me. It actually never has. Trying to put up an act. It was a thing of the past. Let's not rekindle that. Just all the times of passion. Desire you more than ever. Leave you behind, i'll never. Rekindle.

Karma

I used to love you dearly. Waited for you call daily. Expecting your affection. Instead I get neglected. Appreciation was showed once in a blue moon. I no longer feel the same way about you. I met this other guy. Who claims he want's to treat me right. Want's to be part of my life. To not be scared and open up. That's the same thing I used to tell you. Can't believe Karma worked this way. But it was supposed to be your turn to pay. That's just the way it works I guess. But i'll never settle for less. I'll let you both go because I deserve more. Not like it was before. Karma won't make me feel hurt.

Dark Realm

Property of the creatures that dwell at night. Eyes wide open, but silent and waiting. Don't get too close, they attack without remorse. Emotion and thoughts well hidden. Mysteriously driven by the source of life. Which they're also a little afraid of. They prefer darkness over light. Chosing the moon over the sun. Cold instead of heat. Dark realm is not a place, it's a personality. The outer layer of those who are truly deep, but seem simple. Beware the silence. Mystery is more interesting than what's obvious.

Soul Surivor Book of Poems

Soul Survivor is my new book of poems. Theese new installment of poems will be a little bit more about the situations that i'm going through right now. It's not all about heartbreak and love. More about my friendships that are ending, my family situation and the emptiness I am feeling inside.